My JW and JJ!!! 
Sunday, September 11, 2005 
Friday seems to be very wrong day for me. My career went into a deadlock. Mind seems to be blank when I went to work. Din like it when I talked to boss-I don really know if she was faking to me that she din noe that JLB was fmp'd or what. There was certain redundant things to bring up-I don't like being entertained. I already told her my firm decision and yes she got it right-AM was NOTHING to her. NOTHING! I was actually very sad. Felt so empty. I was close to tears when the impact gradually hit on me. Told Pal tt it seems like a toilet flush and all the things jst washed away. The ones that gave me recongitions are zero-ed. When one is down on luck, it gets harder? Why? Seems like nothing went right eh. After work, took cab home, but cab driver seems to be going darn slow. *cursing* I was hoping to catch the bus to the dinner but it never came after 20mins. Not nice to be late, so better grab a cab. But this driver worse than the earlier one. He seems to take longer then usual way to get me to the hotel. Bring me to wrong one some more. Should have taken the train which is faster, cheaper and won't fail me!!! Then dinner ended, we continued part 2. But seems like ntg seems to go right. Going from one wrong plc to another. Plus unwelcome person who also left the earliest. ahh...Finally went to a so-so plc for a drink. The gals were still talking about their work at 2am. I looked at Mel and told him - "Now I don't hv work to talk about anymore. Isn't tt great?"

Woke up seems clueless what to do. Luckily I went out ^_^ Guess what, I saw JJ and JY while I was with JW!!! And the first thing was to tell my darlin' "LOOK!!! It's JJ!!!!"...Awee... Haa if he din park the car closer - we might not take notice. Smart me!!! JW asked me to go get autograph lah. But I was jst contented to look at them. :D Very very happy and I started grinning from ear to ear. J was probably jealous when I was chuckling. But of cos, my J is handsome-er! Almost all the Js that I admired, I saw them in real life except for JCF. Well, today I am much happier as I had a bad day before. Especially I can laughed contently with my J. Told myself, I have to put the past events behind me and taking on new challenge. What happened has happened - and heed J's fav saying "Suc' it up". Oh, and laughter is the best medicine.