Last post of the Year 2005
Friday, December 30, 2005
Friday, December 30, 2005
As I will be away (again), so this will be my last post of the year. So it's recap and reflection time....
2005 came in quietly, nothing significant thing happened to myself that I can remembered. Well, I think I did managed to accomplish certain "goals". Firstly I changed job in Nov. That's my biggest priority - It is a good change. Though I'd not been making much progress, I shall work on it in few days time aka 2006. But I got to know my colleagues (some now turned ex-colleagues) better. Sort of broaden my circle. Health had been ok though I got to know my curvy spine is not. Personality wise, I was told my action and attitude had change ever since I started working. Actually I'm still very puzzled of what changes in me. Openess? Bochapness? Somehow, I taking things in more openly..but some things, I'm simply bochap. Certain things I do not understand, I need to be spoken to rather than guessing. But I'm not entitled to it. When I want to speak, nobody is listening or I speak it wrongly. So I choose to keep quiet. Maybe I tried to change to accomodate wif the environment, but damm, it back fired? These are the thoughts that running through my mind. The last I know, I was told, I'd 'matured' to my Capricorn-self. Somehow I'm in a confused and conflict state. Is time running out? I'm 28. Career 0, Financial 0, Family 0.
Overall, 2005 is an upset year. I'd yet to make any 2006 resolutions which Pal and ME had been talking we should be doing it.
I'm going away on a recluse mode - so I shall be fully charge to receive and start afresh for 2006~!!!
Have a good wrap up and all the best in 2006 to all and myself...
2005 came in quietly, nothing significant thing happened to myself that I can remembered. Well, I think I did managed to accomplish certain "goals". Firstly I changed job in Nov. That's my biggest priority - It is a good change. Though I'd not been making much progress, I shall work on it in few days time aka 2006. But I got to know my colleagues (some now turned ex-colleagues) better. Sort of broaden my circle. Health had been ok though I got to know my curvy spine is not. Personality wise, I was told my action and attitude had change ever since I started working. Actually I'm still very puzzled of what changes in me. Openess? Bochapness? Somehow, I taking things in more openly..but some things, I'm simply bochap. Certain things I do not understand, I need to be spoken to rather than guessing. But I'm not entitled to it. When I want to speak, nobody is listening or I speak it wrongly. So I choose to keep quiet. Maybe I tried to change to accomodate wif the environment, but damm, it back fired? These are the thoughts that running through my mind. The last I know, I was told, I'd 'matured' to my Capricorn-self. Somehow I'm in a confused and conflict state. Is time running out? I'm 28. Career 0, Financial 0, Family 0.
Overall, 2005 is an upset year. I'd yet to make any 2006 resolutions which Pal and ME had been talking we should be doing it.
I'm going away on a recluse mode - so I shall be fully charge to receive and start afresh for 2006~!!!
Have a good wrap up and all the best in 2006 to all and myself...
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