I pissed someone and the someone pissed me as well. Maybe it's myself. I have an attitude - a bad one. No1 can accept it. No1 can appease me. My friday enthusiasm just ruined. I know I have to be left alone. Canceled my dinner appointment. Took a bus journey home to look at others, and do some self reflection and rethink my whole life. Asking myself, have I treated others badly and hurt others in the process? Can't I talk nicer? Can't I be a little more patient? Can't I be more expressive? Can't I be less tactless? Maybe yes. Maybe no. Maybe I shall wear my mask. Only my family can withstand my nonsense. I'm okay, really okay - just don't stir me.