2 slow years 
Thursday, July 20, 2006 
I'm 2 years old tomorrow (with my rice bowl provider).
Plse bring out a cake and let me blow some candle! Oh yea, some1 said that at work..wahaha.
Haa... let me eat my own one first.. *ARrrRRRR....*

Over these 2 years, most of the time, I feel things are growing slowly. Liked a slow death on my first position. Haa.. I dunno why things just turn up and down. And what's more this week feel especially S L O W, I bet must be all the SAD things happening - everything seems to go S L O W - and yet it seems i did alot of things for work. Finally application get to be deployed. It was On Hold, No Hold, Go Ahead...Haiz..Then did some knowledge sharing this afternoon, so glad I'm done with it. But interestingly I got to know from the an author who says that those technique I'd learnt from xxx software, I should keep it a secret, so that every1 in office will think I'm a genius! Yea I think so too. I din learnt it overnight - it's by trial and error over that YEAR. It can't be a spoon feeding world.

Decided to pay another vet visit tmr. Yeah, my niki can't get "excite" mode,
cos the next thing he will just "collapsed" and slowly get up. It happened 3x in past 4 days - kinda worrying if his heart condition had worsen. Last month his health was quite good...even the vet was surprised. Alas, this month everything seems downhill. The last time he went to the vet was just two weeks ago. Before I know of his condition, kinda quite strict with him. And i admit that i cane him b4 when he anyhow pee or do smthing wrong. But at same time quite dote him. After knowing how bad his heart was, I feel quite shocked as he was still active - running ard and only get restless rarely. But now, after all the medication and everything, he seems to weakened. Trying to give him lots of love and care for the past 2 years with us. I really wondered what was his life before he meet us. Tried taking a pic of him ydae wif my hp. But he seems to know it - my hp no flash leh (I must had scared him with my digicam last time). He'll refused to cooperate and tries to hide his face away. Let's hope he fight on for his life.