NiKi is Home 
Wednesday, July 26, 2006 
These 2 days, can't really work - was just surfing the web, and finally found a breed that niki could be. I know he's a mixed breed but never find out what it is. So now abit too late ya - he's not a pure mini pinscher - due to the fact his legs r so skinny, his pointy ears and he slightly taller, chest build not as sturdy. So finally found his cross...American Rat Terrier....I can related his face, ears, and abit his leg...he's a Rat-A-Pin aka American Rat Pinscher...

Niki has returned home today - in ashes. When I reached the clinic, I jst looked around and thinking the last walk he took around the clinic. I can feel him all around. When the nurse passed me a small urn, reality really sets in. My dearest niki had gone. Really gone. I chanted to tell him we are going home. It was an unfamiliar route, I clinged on it tightly, hoped he had followed me closely.

Finally he is back home. My mind is sort of at ease. I'd not seen what inside the urn, as it is oredi taped when I received it. Umm...it was abit of thinking on where to put him up. For now, had put him in my glass shelve with toys but my sis kinda disagree stating it's liked locking him up. Will tink again to relocate him - a spot that he liked....

In my back of my mind, I was hoping that I'd given him the last try to hope he can recover. He could had lived but still, he would have been taken away by his heart condition - just a matter of time. But this is too fast :(


2 Comments:

  • on 8:03 AM, Blogger greeniepunk said…

    *hugs* take care

     
  • on 10:06 AM, Blogger seraphine said…

    *hugz*

    As sudden as it is, loss is something U can never prepare for, no matter how much u try. U must be strong, niki brought u loads of joy during his time with u, he wldnt want to see u so sad. He will still live on thru your memories.

     

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