ÞŨЯρ|Эχ Ľōƒţ: 2006.03

An old gathering
Friday, March 31, 2006

After the last dinner about 6 months ago, finally another meetup tonight! The 5 of us (my senior, 2 other ex-colleagues, 1 ex-client) had a great dinner. Shared the Seafood Platter x 2. *droOl*

Talking about the old times in our old company and doing catch up is certainly great. Well, certainly this time round is filled with mixture of news: good news that Pat had found a job and a BAD news too. R kept the bad news till end of dinner did he then shared wif us (senior actually know it but had not disclosed to me). Abit shocked - something happened to my big boss of my old co. His health had gone so bad that an unsuccessful operation had led to a leg amputation. Kinda sad story cos I had known him to be a confident man who enjoyed my mum's cream puff. He fetched me at the airport when I first travel there. Brought me to some limestone tunnels and lovely restuarant to had dinner with his wife. I remembered him sharing his story while I went for training - he worked as a train ticket operator in his younger days and finally managed to own a company. Kinda success story to me as at that time, the co was doing well. But unfortunately, my old co. had not been doing well ever since I left I went to study. It just went downstream as biz turned real bad with the rapid technology. Not too sure what happened to him and his wife - they were a lovely couple but had gone seperate ways. Life is bad unexpectedly - kinda scary - So much good memories that I can remember - I can't imagine his state now. I can only say a prayer for him - hoping he'll get better.

JJ's Bday
Monday, March 27, 2006

Happy Birthday JJ !!! (ops, a bit late le!)

Reclusion Mode
Tuesday, March 21, 2006

In 4.5 hours more, I shall finish my work for the week! Then, I shall pack my bags and go for a well deserved break before the next quarter arrives! But can i fit all my stuff in my 'Minnie's 'luggage' bag". SUN, SAND, SEA!!!!!

But before I can relax - I have another mission to do! That is, Niki shall visit the vet tmr for the next jab to kill all those babies worms (if any) - thou I hoping not to have any repeated "nitemares" (i.e. if he's going to be restless and not eating again). He's getting better but I still have to monitor his eating. Yesternite, I had to lure him to eat with some treats before he ate his dry food with me hand feeding him! Bad ah. I think I'm spoiling him in no time. But I had found a better way to feed him medication. He had wasted quite abit of medication and food. Haiz. Just like a baby – have to think of strategy. These few nights, I had intermittent sleep as I woke in the midst to see what he's doing or I hearing him drinking water/licking his legs. With close eyes, I opened the door just in case he needs to go and pee. Damm, I become a 'slave' for my pet?! *Haa* laugh with all your might – u won't know how I feel cos u aren't in my shoes. Guess only mums can feel it. Mum told me she got scared by Niki when he was not moving when she looked at him. *notti notti*

I called Shann on Sunday - but she din want to talk to me! Her spoken words were "我没有空!" Waa... I was stunned for the whole night. Little did i realised it was Pal who scolded her b4 my call that caused her foul mood - no wonder!

See what I have in my 'luggage' - nice?

My breathing is 'killing' me - sigh - time for my mediation .... *kongkongkong*

A dream
Thursday, March 16, 2006

I didn't recall this until I saw my friend's handle on msn. Then I remembered, I had a dream about doing programming stuff – and I was doing it on the day of handling the assignment!!!! This friend was showing me his stuff and telling me how to go about doing. Strangely, in the first place, I thought it was easy and I can finish in a couple of minutes… (Hell no – In reality, I don't do my programs last minute). But as he was guiding me through and while I reading the requirements – I began to feel panicky. How strange! Is this a sign?

I must be missing school. Guess I been thinking too much about Perth lately. Plus yesterday was telling phunk to take some pics of school. I should make a trip then.

Lately, I actually had some thoughts about myself, my surrounding whenever I'm traveling back home/alone – but somehow now, it's emptied – maybe I should get a voice recorder. Oh, the traffic is back to NORMAL after some “strangers” left senseless comments. What an irony.

Niki was active when he came back from hospital. But he started feeling sick on the 5th day he's back home. Went to the vet again on Monday. More medication for him. I was helpless and cried when he's not eating nor drinking. All I can do is carry him around, bring him to the toilet to make him pee. (He pee-ed at my room for the 1st time yesterday). I'm hoping he can fight off those dead worms in his system and back to his chirpy self again.

- niki and his 'blanket' -

Couzin Weddin'
Saturday, March 11, 2006

Attended the earlier tea cermony - my couzin bro who is older than me by 1 year got married today. Wow... it had been quite some time there's such a gathering. And guess, tonight going to see more relative. Hiak Hiak Hiak.... NOW PREPARE TO GO DINNER!! Still not dressed up at 7pm :p

Sweet 18th
Friday, March 10, 2006

My dearest dottiest cousin is 18 today. Ahh, still remember seeing her little fingers, reddish face. Time flies real fast. It seem just like ydae when mum took care of her. I spent most time with her comparing to all other babies. Seeing her grew up day by day - from drinking milk, doing her first turn, crawling around, walking along the bed, spoke her first word. I still remembered the very day she learnt how to spell her name. Then, going to school and nagging at her for playing too much basketball. I treat her just like a kid sister though we aren't directly related. Came to visit me when I was in Perth. We still maintain a very close relation though she had grown up and visit my place lesser. Naturally, she do have some traits of mine - as slender as me with a little of my temper =) -since she still love to snuggle at my bed!

HAPPY SWEET 18TH PRISC!

~ much ado abt nothing ~
Tuesday, March 07, 2006

blessed are those
when love is juz another dose
privy for those
whose blogs are exposed
bias reads disclosed
insecurity the cause
when really a reflection of thoughts

something smells
Monday, March 06, 2006

sudden influx of traffic since the ring entry. downsurge. then upsurge again in traffic and comments after some other entry from somewhere else. hmmm ... oh who am i? i'm just some bored phuck webmaster of this page whose got nothing better to do but scan traffic here and does traceroutes, IP pings and all things nerdy punkheads like me do when there's a lull in work. such a dangerous place the net is. never known for its anonymity. i'm just laughing right now.

Wait wait wait
Sunday, March 05, 2006

Took Niki to the doctor as I'd decided he should go ahead for the treatment no matter how old is he. Since he had brought laughter to my family, shared my joy and sadness. However, I was told to bring him in first thing on Monday morning instead. As he needs hospitalisation, it will be better on weekdays instead of over the weekend. Duhz... but this is a different doctor and I asked more questions (consultation FOC *phew*). But I guessed it's extremely stressful for NiKi - bringing him out plus taxi rides and the hot sun! Especially when returning home, had to wait for some time for a cab. All of us is thirsty!!! Taxi uncle go slow cos niki keep walking inside his cage. Maybe uncle thinks that will make niki less nervous? Sigh, had to wait till Monday. Hope he pulls through the treatment. *cross-fingers*

Sudden thought, some people (pal or mel) suppose to treat me KTVs but heatness is getting into me...so should I wait wait wait???

Lastly, to end my post with a song.....

借口 - 周杰伦

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走
请你记得我

如果难过
请你忘了我

My "tragic" story?
Friday, March 03, 2006

"Tonight's Tragedy Story ... ...

Scenario: Miss Shitty is Mr Conservative long time friend.Miss Insecure is Mr Conservative GF.

Miss Shitty to Mr Conservative: Oie shitty idiot, get me a PINKY (note it is pinky and not engagement or love declaration) ring for my birthday! As memory ... ...

Miss Shitty: ...Thinking to herself ... Let's test this Mr conservative, so bloody conservative, surely will not give a ring to agirl bah, want to give also give Miss Insecure. Evil Grinz ... ...Testing in Process ... ...

2 weeks after Miss Shitty's birthday, Finally the BELATED birthday gift ----> Shocking IT was A RING!!!!! Miss Shitty Test FAILED.Extremely Puzzled too ... ...

After 6 months

Miss Insecure: Felt very hurt still about Mr Conservative giving a ring to Miss Shitty. Mr Conservative mentioned it's a ring WITHOUT feeling! and the ring was bought by Miss Insecure!

FIRST MORAL of this TRAGEDY: GUYS out there, never give a ring to anyone unless you really feel something for that particular person, because A RING SYMBOLIZE LOVE, WANT TO BE WITH YOU, SPECIAL, JOY & HAPPINESS.

SECOND MORAL of this TRAGEDY: Having someone who loves you more than you love is a BLISS!

Third Moral of this Tragedy: Between a couple, there should be TRUST &COMMUNICATION, if you don't like it, you must say out and not hide it!!!! Or else INSECURITY GROWS and FEEDS on YOU!

Last Moral of this Tragedy: If the person doesn't suit or deserve you, why hogging on him/her for so long? Why not move on? Give yourself another chance to find true love and happiness!

Ending of story: Miss Shitty Has Walked Out of the Picture Completely ... ... Let's call it Quits, no longer a Threat to anyone! If problems still unsolved between Mr Conservative & Miss Insecure?? Non of Miss Shitty's business."

Amazingly, I got to know of this post. Read it, digested it and feel disgusted. The last I will know, MS Shitty closed her blog - Maybe?

I’m not a “MS INSECURE” – I should be "MS STUPID" or "MS TOO KIND". When I first heard about someone’s asking my bf for a ring as gift, I did ask y there is such a request. But knowing him well enough and the way he treats friends (it is one quality that I really love him for), I gave my “support”. Trust and communication? He could have just not tell me and hide it from me. But no, we shared it. The tinge of hurt was nothing hurtful – only get awaken by the fact that I could have insisted not to fulfill the request. But then, what for create a “hu-ha” and injured my rship. If he doesn’t get it for her, god knows what she’s going to remark about him – for she is so well known in kao peh-ing.

MS Shitty call that a Test? Is this a big joke? When is HE a person for MS Shitty to test for? Ironically her FIRST MORAL of the tragedy – since she knows the significance, in the first thing, WHY REQUEST?

As to her “LAST MORALE” – can’t find the relation on her moral to the story. Maybe she’s just talking about herself.

Anger did engulf me. Simply reason – I really feel for J – sad for his EFFORT in helping to fulfill sm1’s so called “test “. Friends are for us to love and treasure. Not a guinea pig to test or whatsoever. If you ever have a secret agenda towards a friend, please think twice hard. Lately, I had heard too much about friendship problems. Well, everyone has different ways to categorise/deal their friends. But for me, those that I really treasured, knows me by my heart and soul. J and I are still friends. I had moved on. So, is he.

Marching Towards March
Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Feb is short - thanks mann!! Now, it's first day of March - and my cousin mei's hatchday! Happy Bday!!!

Went to Choc Bar - had my first try at suckao - a name that I remembered clearly becos Marcus had tried that when we were in Perth! Mmmmm chocolates...make me happy ^_^ another 3 more working days to go! Gambatte!!!

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