Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian 
Monday, October 30, 2006 
Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian
100th day 
 
Today is my beloving Niki's 100th day. He had left us for more than 3 months but we feel him around the house. My sis just told me that recently while she was using the PC at my room, she suddenly heard a sneeze. A sneeze sound similar to Niki's sneeze. Maybe he was back to see us. And I believe her as my sis's sense is def extra sensitive lately. He could have heard my nag when I stared and grumbled at his urn when my numbers keep missing or not coming out. Finally, he sprinkled some of his angelic luck and gave me his returns. A winning amount that was almost equally to how much I had spent giving his last ritual. Thinking back, it was so sad to leave him. I rather still have him around me to cuddle and fight on with him. But then, it could be a torture to him. As I read today's newspaper on how much owner can spent on pet's health, it reflects on my situation. It is really a financial toll and I did not mind it at all. I never want to give up and tried giving him the best. Sigh. Now all I have is memories of him and the little urn containing him. Niki, I missed you so....much~
30 gang 
Friday, October 27, 2006 
It's only 3 working days but I dreaded. I guessed the long weekend break (and not forgetting the cooling weather) had made me so comfortable!!! Happy thing about the rain, no more haze... but not happy thing is, wet pants, wet umbrella, wet shoes....

Our beloving "ahma" had join the XXXth gang - 2nd in rank. Happy Birthday AhMa!!! *dance a jig* *clear throat* *sing song*...
I had sms-ed her just to wish her and found out tt she spent her last hour in the XXth gang and crossing to the next zone ...WORKING!!! OH NO!!! @_@
Super Long Weekend 
Monday, October 23, 2006 
As expected, Phunk had an exciting time "feeding" on his delicious nephew. Haa...Hope he do enjoy the best of his time back here. All thanks to phunk ydae, I got my "Pink Wish" - nice lovely pinky packaging. I was grinning happily. But as the day went long, I got grouchier. Tired physically, mentally. Not so happy a person whenever I had to repeat myself 1x..2x...3x.... And trying to convince myself, having lesser expectations, will be happier. Getting moodless, getting less excited with the surrounding. Probably inside me is raging again.

So a day more to go for my super long weekend that I may never get to enjoy again will be rest and more rest.
Phunk is back... 
Saturday, October 21, 2006 
or should i say, he's on his way...... and he can't wait to see and hold his "delicious" nephew...
i wonder is his nephew going to airport to pick him up.... then phunk will throw all stuff to his bros and only carry bb raqin... haa... I can imagine the look on him and his grinning face and soon, he can't stop but licks raqin face all over... i'm insane now after an exhausting friday@ work... these days aren't going to be over and it will get tuffer n tiring... yawn...


Bits N Pieces 
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 
3rd day@work but I'm looking forward to weekend - get to spend more sleeping time, get to watch movie, get to have super long wkend!!! What's more Ah Phunk is coming back!!! Best thing is, he's back with StrawbErry tiM tAM... *Yummy* (no strudels, no princess cake as he had to carry lotsa stuff)

Haze is still staying around...can feel it choking my lung...no no no..please go away!!!
Superman Job 
Thursday, October 12, 2006 
Had a short chat with my superman ex-colleague. He'd decided to quit his job and will soon be my colleague again next month in new co. He told me, 6 ppl will be handling his stuff.

d said:
waaaa u do 6 pple job leh
superman said:
my leaving save 6 ppl
superman said:
i save ppl cas of my job load...not my salary...haha

I always know he take alot of work, especially after one senior left last month. He doesn't voice out if new work just throw to him. He'll just do and do. He was quickly promoted, but the following week, he decided to dump in his letter as well. Even the mgr tried to retain him with "attractive" path, he still wants to go. I guess, he had enuff of routine work. Not saying the new co. is great (oso alot of sh!t work), but at least there are challenges ahead. And he need not be superman (I hope). I bet in the society, there are many superman and superwoman. Staying too long and getting too comfortable is a disease. It's not easy to find a balance in the workscale. Give and Take. Had enuff? Junk it!!!


Special Friday 
 
This Friday is the 13th, the so-called "Black Friday"..and I had chosen this day to start off my new job. *lite firecrackers* Bye bye to lobo days :)

Had a strong instinct today will strike 4D! Blah..missed by 1 NUMBER on first prize...almost want to puke when I saw the results.

I need some luck. LALA sprinkle me some of your STAR POWER!!!
Who's he? 
Monday, October 09, 2006 
Guess who is this? On a trip to the pet shop to "waste" some time, I was curiously looking at the dogs. I was pondering if they sell pinscher as I was looking at those dogs on the top. As I moved my view below, I was totally stunned and mouth wide open when I saw this doggy (he's 2 years old). He is 95% look-alike of my NiKi! And it drives me to tears inside me as I silently watched him. M was out of sight for a minute or so, until I get him to see what I'd discovered. By then, my mind was really stirring and my tears just get outside of me. I had to walked away before going back and look at this doggy again. He has the ears, the eyes, the coat, the body - he's a half pin and daus (dono how to spell) - the only part that is different is his height (niki's taller) and his fatter legs! As I was observing him, he actually dozed off while standing - VERY similiar act of niki. Plus he did something else - licking - which I always see niki did, but in a sitting manner, which is CUTE and funny sight. Damm, really drove me nuts. He only cost RM100! But it's troublesome to get it back I guessed and at that low cost, mades me wondered was he caught as stray and sell in the shop or what. Even every1 at home who saw this pic related back to our niki. Thou this doggy is not mine, I shall named him - LicKi - who brought me back to those wonderful memories with niki.
Vacation 
Tuesday, October 03, 2006 
The haze is toturing me. Esp when it starts to irritate my throat. Mum and sis had been coughing since last week. Arrh.... can someone jst stop those pple from burning lands! It rained this morning, it is less hazier than ydae. But the damage had been done - Ms P told me god dotty shann is starting to cough. M start to feel unwell too. I also had abit of trouble wif my throat - but that not going to deter my mood for holis! So I vacating here to avoid the haze! I'm OUT for the week!
Countdown again 
Sunday, October 01, 2006 
3 more days to getaway - esp for M - he need a well deserved break after slogging all those long nights and thus resulted in lesser time with me this week. This is my first time I'd planned for the trip. Usually, lovely M do the planning. But now, since I'm more eng, I do my part :D. I do love to plan trips but it does get abit of headache when you are sourcing for better place at a good price. But somehw it does get interesting when the information(e.g. hotel stay) you gathered from various source - same location, diff pricing. I'm a experienced "p-y-o" traveller! Haa - and I enjoyed doing so. Planning own travel may not necessary be cheaper, but it will be more memorable.

Thou it's jst nearby, I get to FLY again! Yippee!!! *Out!*