I'm getting less happy each day passing by, easily frowning and all those hiccups...I can tell u how i feel... it's FURY!!! VEXED!!!! There are people I don't want to meet and things that I don't want to do and yet I drag my feet to do... it is SOOOOOOO ARGH!!!

I am soooooo tired with having to hear alot of stuff, decisions to made, seeking acknowledgement that always return with craps. Having to satisfy all others and been running around places, and knowing I dun even have time for MYSELF! And how can I pamper myself NOW when I am starting to dread the day where I don't hv my own shell to scream around. sigh.