I'm talking about myself... another month had pass'd - as I grow older - I m becoming forgetful & moodier
- forgot to tell mum to claim winning tkt - and she threw into the bin - luckily she hvn't throw into the chute
- gt reminded about Perth - not once but twice in a day - all with upset news - one of my fav actor is dead
- feel so lonely w/o Mr Tan for a day
- multi task'd at work and end up din reach my goal for the day

My New ISP Speed Test Result


Too bad I didn't test on my OLD ISP, so I can't really compare!!!

"I'm walking on Sunshine Woohoo" *sing*

2008 is a new start for better stuff... I had switch'd to a new ISP - M1 BB - and I'm happy with it. It was long overdue and been wasting my $! Next will be that CableTV! *take scissors out*

It had been a breezy weather at night - kinda cooling and can be quite chilling. Wondering in 50 years, will it snow? :D I even had a dream last nite that I went out to lunch with my colleagues - it was bright and sunny but the wind was cold and I remember in d dream I told my colleagues "luckily I wear long sleeve..but still cold lor..."...Dersh! I can dream of weather too...faint..

Chinese new year is approaching - and I'm only starting to PACK abit of my stuff in one of the cupboard which already took me half a day!!! But I'm glad I clear that pile of papers and a drawer fix!!! Now Melvin's stuff had occupied a drawer of mine! So I need to move some of my clothes to another cupboard to make space for my overcrowded wardrobe. More stuff to throw....*cross fingers*

One year ago...appx 4 hours from then...a little one arrived unexpectedly early. He was 1.1kg+. Tiny weeny baby.

The alarm tried to wake me up since 6:55 till 7:15am. As usual, I tried to catch a few more winks. Then I finally decided, "OK I should wake up NOW!". Eyes opened - but how come my right eye is not opening?! A look into mirror - to my horror, my right eye was swollen terribly!! I looked like I got bash'd up in the eye. I dun rem rubbing my eyes while I'm asleep O.o I know I have no chance to go to work at this state. I used the eye bath, then thinking maybe I sleep awhile more it will go away...how naive :D. But it did get abit better as the right eye can slightly open, so decided to visit the doc soonest as I noticed the whites looks 'jelly' to me. But visiting the GP din help much, in fact the GP was more worried than me. I hv no known allergy, din take any medications prior night, my vision still ok. So instead, he refer me to see eye doc. Initially wanted to visit the govt doc but it was a noon appt and the GP prefer me to go soonest possible. Otherwise he wud give me a jab first but I refused it. So final decision is to see a private doc & fork out the fee from my own pocket. But the private doc visit was worth it - cos I do feel more comfortable after he cleaned the eye. Mine was eyelid infection (not the initial guess of allergy). Duhz..*ponder hard* What did I do to my eyes!!? The puffiness and swelling had gone down alot. But I shall rest the next 2 days!

These 2 months had not been great. I paid my own thyroid lab tests & eye doc. I had been paying by my own pocket due to company policy of not covering own GP referral. It's a good prompt for me to find a new job that covers medical well. Din't realise it's importance till now!!!

*wipe* Took me an hour to figure out how to add comments for blog as requested Pal.
Got abit fedup when I told her I have no idea - she retorted - "U should know it!" Feel like throwing a "slap" across msn to her if I could. Asking me that question at workplace which I hardly am free to sit and figure out. If I had the time, I def will figure that out. So you have to wait! Too bad Pal, U have to know this - I'm not a web developer, web implementor, or whatever the new age term is. My poly only taught me basic stuff enough to throw us into the pond to swim. Btw, 10 years ago web stuff is still relatively "new". So at that time, I used to think I'll in the web industry. But the work I am involved never had the chance to venture into it. And going to Uni taught me other challenging stuff! Cos I'm a half nut computer scientist-to-be. Except attended a brainless ecommerce unit - "web site management" that I have to swear it was a waste of time/credits/money!

The fast pace of technology is really hard to catch up and I had ventured into other zones that I never believed I would be. I'm now a half-past-six Unix Sys Admin who "cheat" my way thru scripting for others! I duno what's next!!! But I'm good in arrowing people - Ah Bang for webby, Wee for Marcos, Spinnee for Multimedia related!!! Haaa....

It's the 6th day of 2008 - my mind is filled with alot of "to-do", "to-plan"!
Maybe age had caught up with me, I can feel my health is raising some alarms. Not that I want to deny it but why had bad genes got into me. And it will pass on generations down. Sigh, sad but can't stop that to happen unless regeneration stops.

So far at start of year, I received few shocking information ie. "I can't believe it happens" kind of news.

1 - my dearest pal is going to take driving lessons after X years of talking about it. I still remember her "promise" to fetch me when I graduated. Tsk tsk...of cos it never happened but still it will be interesting sight to find my tiny friend driving around.

2 - a friend who doesn't like public transport had been taking it to work for a few months!!! same friend who doesn't like Aus will be going PERTH to meet someone! Oddly ask'd me if I'd been to Perth before came to realisation it a wrong qn.

It's a changing world. I may not like changes in person, but I learnt to accept changes are necessary. So when I was told I had changed, I never believe it. Now I do. I came to one conclusion, my judgements & assumptions may be wrong but I will never look back at my decisions.