so SAD to learn that my fav dessert - THAT TIRIMISU - had been dropped out of the latest menu at Coffee Club. *roar* It been replaced by fruity Tirimisu!?!? Yucks!!! I just dun like 'improvised' type of food!! I wanna back that Tirimisu wic i enjoy'd so much!!!

So Bored that I lost interest to eat anything on a "I-tot I can hv something better than dinner". *hiss* So sucks on a "i-tot-friday-nite should be well enjoyed with food". *growl*

I was REALLY REALLY REALLY upset that I felt my heart sunk a tinge. It didn't help when Mel give the "ok-no-more" look instead of the "poor-dear", made me turned off. *drop head*

Last weekend, toto prize was pretty big - so ask Mr M if he interested since I'm q-ing 4D- surprising he want to get ToTo - so I bot and let him pick one of the 2 $3 tickets - and it won him $20 bucks! He decided to split the winning with me.
Then last wed, Yap want to buy 4d, so we hv to go 4d place - I shall buy my regular nbrs - and I won iBet $12 buck. Tis nbr (Mel's new nbr) is d 2nd time I striked iBet in less than 30 days.

Seems that I have to 'ride' on Mel or others to win $$$... Hmm, AP ToTo next week - I hv to pick who to ride on den!!! Haa...Not bad - CNY fa cai - is a v happy thingy. I believe this is a v good and happy year. I hope I'm lucky with my 5th tries in my hsing balloting - otherwise, I want to divert attention to get a car!!! So that we can drive my parents ard and also can do more things!!!

Bye Mr Piggy!!! U had been fairly nice to me!
Hi Mr Mousey!! U Better be GOOD!

Tis gonna b my last reunion dinner with my own family :o So i'm gonna miss'd it alot - I'm gonna eat to my fill!!!!

I wondering will I get to rcv AP anot for d last time b4 I hv to distribute nxt yr..haa..but still I gonna give big ones for my parents and lil ones to my god kids and my darling nephew.

every minute, every second counts alot - especially for someone who is waiting for times up. you ponder your life, wonder what's going on and what's next. will u wake up to see your loved ones or you are out elsewhere and probably be able to meet those that had left long ago. My uncle is not doing well but he still able to talk to us. Not too sure if he knows what's going on. As I stand outside the zone, I hope I can hold on as much as I could. Trying to be v strong now is v impt as I know I need to be the pillar of strength for all of them. I hv to play a role of balancing everyone thoughts. As mum said, do what best we can do to provide. And I feel time is not on our side - I feel helpless and as much choked inside. But I shall do my role well.

Not sure what comes into me, it been a v long time and I decided to pay a blog visit. Nothing is new - contridicting to her self preeching of non faking and being truthful - it still disgust me. well it's her life and I respect every human life. Humans are meant to lie to themselves, so do I. I still dislike her unnecessary intervention and impact of my previous years of my life - this can't be removed. what is meant to be, is meant to be.

My tots had been stirring. Standing at the same juncture, I thinking of my next career move. I have to move on again, in search for a new milestone. Or probably I can lie to myself, I hv a million and live in the fantasy world. Mel said we may moved on to stay in another country. I agree. The living conditions now is getting less affordable with the rapid raising cost of everything. We can never live comfortably. Nah, we had been thrown into the sea - so swim on to the shore - by ourselves!