while on the ride today, I ask'd mr Tan several questions that I think could hv drove him nuts.

E.g I asked to compare myself with his previous GFs in several areas...
Who treat him best? Who treat him worst?
Of cos, I scored BEST in being the nicest in many areas (OF COS) and found myself in one WORST i.e. physically torture him! Haaa... cos I liked to pinch him.. Ops.. and he hates it!! Well, Bo bian, he has muscular and fleshy arms for me to land my fingers at! Haa.. and of cos my quick temper (actually it comes and goes as quick!) and my tactless choice of words at times - an area I know I am trying to take care of...but otherwise, I'm not really me :P

I asked alot of other qns to talk about, cos lately we been too busy with prep wedding, working, babysitting & resting that sometimes we hardly can converse whole heartly. HE asked how do I feel about our wedding that's in 5 wks time. I'm feeling nothing!!! More likely tirdness & other hiccups had gotten into me that I can hardly feel for the wedding. Oh my Oh my....

This October has been signified with exceptional events.

Never in my life I have to handle someone and get accused of being a mean person & sounds like I mistreated her. I have my clear conscious and unliked what she said, I do hope that I will report to a superior who treats the way I am treating my subordinates now.

Never in my life I have learnt alot about respect & privacy and yet he supported an action that I utterly disgusted with. I will never do that of taking other people's hp and act as the person and sending the message.

These 2 person has nothing to do in my life and yet I have to tolerate their behaviour.

so much had happened.... but....

most eventful is..my IC is ready to collect after many months of delibration!!!

After almost 3 years, he finally expressed his emotions after I left to my new life. I was taken aback. I felt miserable - so much of memories flashed across. But I glad we had moved on - to have new memories.

Memories will always be part of life history.