Looking thru my past Aprils - it had been bad. April is still not my fav month - and I dread it on this v first day where I feel v disappointed. I try so hard to accomplish others wishes - but what about mine. I ask a random question and I get an eye wide answers. Came to realised, my words are sunk into sea. My particular interest in smwhere, smthing yet he don't know (?). I mentioned b4 but yet the answers I rcv are mostly craps.

Why would I want to go Japan since I already been there
Why would I want to go London since I been there
Why would I want to see Wimbledon - grass court I nv like
Why would I want to go Taiwan since I been there


Y would I possibily want to go to a place AGAIN FOR A SPECIAL EVENT?! WHY WHY WHY - ASK URSELF before giving me the answer. Even a greatest hint din work - Why would Barcelona in Brazil - and yet he din bother to research. I know I gonna gt fired up by Pal of possible deem unreasonable but I dun bother to xplain it anymore - it's a kind of disappointment tat no words can describe.


The only thing I look forward is the arrival of Little "C".