What’s with you
Monday, February 27, 2006
Yes, I mean YOU – U know who u are. Can you just get off my back and stop visiting here? Yah I mean U. What kind of information are you trying to fish out from here? Can’t you just leave me alone and back off? From your ip, your partner’s ip, even your work plc ip – it logged all over the place.
I try to be kind. I try to be open mind. U r juz a nobody in my eyes but a pain in my a55.
I’m kind enough – please wake up and grow up. Just stop visiting here & leave US alone.
Quiet Friday
Friday, February 24, 2006
What's with Bintan? Min is there, Pal is there...all for the sun, the sand and the sea!!!!!! It was so quiet on MSN. Pondered whole day to debug a problem...ahh...So I'm at home on a Friday - just take it as an earlier rest for the weekend ahead. Tmr is last day of Loreal Warehouse sales - probably should pop there first and get some stuff!
Congrats to sunshine -my third round housemate whom I clicked quite well - she graduated yesterday. I remembered she and angel bought me my grad Teddy! Ahh too bad, I'm aren't there to give her my warmest congrats (phunk did it for me instead - i hoped! Else slippers flying to bentley!)
Not so smooth Monday
Monday, February 20, 2006
Lunch - Ordered a plate of Cha Kwuy Tiao - it came without 'HUM'. I was still thinking if I should return it. I din say I DUN WANT 'HUM'. So by default, it should have! I only finished half cos it's too sweet. Then, I went to Old Chang Kee to delight myself with a stick of squid head! As I was walking back and talking to YAP - I mentioned to him does bad things come in a row. Firstly he was bad mood last week. Now, his working colleague told us that he quitting in 2 weeks time. He's going to be superman again with his red underwear outside. :D
Just as I was easing my way to my desk, I felt something strange to my heels. I can hear a "clicking" sound. I tot the heels is "rubbered". To my dismay, the left heel sole came off! DAMM, it was this same heel that the sole wore off 2 weeks ago. And I had it replaced at the cost of $11.50 for two tiny rubber!?! My face turn BLACK immediately. Yah, BAD THINGS COMES IN A ROW! BAD LUNCH, BAD SHOE!!!Edited post title on 23-Feb - Got funny comments from some spam bloggers. Guess must be careful with choice of words?
BB Chan has a name
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Yea, went to c bb chan at last. He's Caden Chan. He made very cute sound while attempting to cry/whine for attention. And I try to imitate... Haa..boliao me. BB is very fragile to me that I failed in my attempt to carry him. :( So glad that I'd managed to make the trip and took lots of pic for Wee's pleasure. It been quite some time I saw ahma - and managed to catch a glimpse of her latest update.
Went to MoMo wif Pal and her powerful gal gang - they attempt to make every1 drunk - lucky me, only had two glasses. Do not really enjoy the club as the music isn't my kind. Crowd is zzZzzzZ. But I enjoyed the company I had for the day. Appreciate that.
Suddenly got this feeling that I am very happy for Pal. Her oldman fetched her from whatever location she can be at without much grumbles. Thou they had moved away from my side, he still send me home even how inconvenient it can be. And recent talk with Pal, I discovered on how oldman loves her, her family and friends. I'm really glad she found him. Only hope that they will have their number 2 soon and I can be godma x 2 !!!
曹操林俊杰
Saturday, February 18, 2006
JJ's IV album is out yestereday! I am honoured to own one copy of it! Shall listen intensively :)
Weekend is coming !!!
Friday, February 17, 2006
I'm the last to receive the hippo keychain in the 'club'. Yeah, it aren't easy to find one. The first thing I did was to check on its tail; Duh, it doesn't has one! Firstly, it was MiN who had one grey hippo keychain with a red heart but hers has a curly tail - kinda cute...Mel one also had a tail, but mine is a tail-less heepopo. Duh!? cannot pull tail...grr..we are funny people nothing better to do..comparing our heepopo...I then stuffed my ring on the heepo's leg - kinda fit in. This is my first "expensive" ring that I bought myself. Pal had one - so I thought might as well get it too. I liked it alot and used to wear it on my left index finger. But it had been quite sometime since I last wore. Now, I'd replaced my index with another ring. I'd also wanted to get a pinky ring during my Disney trip. Instead, I gotten a real PINK ring. The sizes were too big for my pinky. Hence, it fits my middle & index again. Haa. Agenda for the wkend: Going to Iguana for nice magarita - and the flourless cake too~ Good way to relax after a stress week. And I get to see BB Chan tomorrow. Sunday shall be my sleeping day.
Red Roses
Thursday, February 16, 2006
I received this dozen red roses on V Day. When I got home, it was lying beautifully on my little twin star bed. J had kept his "promise" of a year ago. Remembering last year, it went flowerless - not that I mind not having flowers. Last year, was told no celebrations but still had a good dinner together. I did feel a little unhappy when he went all over the places, just to help a friend to get something on his behalf. It did not bother me for long as I just brushed it aside. Cos this is J – helping his friends and making others happy, I am happy too. Maybe I should have been more sensitive to myself and let it out. But love is selfless – I thought I’d achieved that. Not quite so to others, who thinks I’m naive & blind, and why can’t I think of myself more. *shrug*
This week feel extremely long to me – 5 working days. I’d not worked that long a week for the past 3 weeks – due to holis and falling sick twice. Yesterday, was REAL busy at work. Attended meeting, absorbed knowledge transfer and finished up that script. Mann… I am so ‘rusty’. It is simple but yet I overlooked lots of things. Anyway, I like to learn by mistakes - it will make me “grow”. I feel tired but yet satisfied and happy. Had not felt this way for a looooong time. Since Nov 04, I fell into pieces - dejected, grumbled too much, drag my feet to work almost everyday, hated those stuff I did. It was my lowest point of my career life as I really felt hopeless & useless. Am I demanding too much? I did not "matured" to my capricorn self. In fact, I had lost it long time ago. I'm really looking forward for the knowledge training in March. I hoped I will regain my self confidence slowly. *shrug*
Pal just asked me if I’m interested in fortune telling using tarot cards. It went quite accurately for her. I dun like fortune to be told as I always believe your life is in your own hands. It will bother me somehow with whatever being told, so I choose not to listen. Is this stubbornness? Pal just commented – it only can tells 1 year fortune & “its a good way to reflect urself lor” *shrug*
Purplex Loft New Layout Version 7
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
had some troubles solving the comments and date bug. got to do with using either divs or tables. comments bug solved. date bug i'm still trying to figure out. else all ok. best viewed in Firefox. comments welcomed.
Happy V Day
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
It's V-Day and also Grad Day for a friend in faraway kangeeland. MiT is finally wearing the motarboard. Yesternite he asked if he should wear a tie. I answered "YES" immediately. Then, I went to look at those pic I taken with Phunk. Reviving those memories that we had. And Phunk do look SMARTIE on our grad nite. It's better to wear smarter - cos when u look at the pictures - you'll b very glad thou u may feel you might over-dressed. Humans are vain. *chuckled*Big Congratulations to MiT!
The Mood & Moon
Monday, February 13, 2006
It's the 16th day of the lunar calender - the day whereby the moon is roundest and brightest. I was asked twice to look at the sky for the beauty. I juz smiled - I didn't remembered until being told. Tis morning, I went to office on a positive note - cos I have dues expected from me tis week; can't fly under the radar. Yap who had asked me to treat tea, was not in his right mood. I kinda surprised - he doesn't have Monday blues. He didn't even want to go for tea breakfast. Mann... feel like pulling hair. But I still persisted him to go along (else my breakfast will be borin'). Unusual behavior - he only drank tea, no food! He only told me he bad mood - even ask us to go ahead lunch w/o him so not to affect our good mood. Being a colleague, friend and even can consider buddy at work (helped me alot in previous work) - was naturally concerned thou I usually "bully" him with our thrashing conversation. Trying hard to see what wrong - thought maybe work - I tried asking again after lunch. The only word came from him was "troubled" - hence no appetite. Almost fainted upon hearing so - even how troubled, one still need to eat. I know that very well....but still... he commented that his trouble had been for years, whereas my trouble can be easily resolved. Ahem, I din want to say much. Just hoping things can get better.
Life is a maze. Once you reached a dead-end, the only thing you can do is turn back and take another route. Either you will get to keep moving on, or retreating your steps. Not sure how long it's going to take, but eventually, once learnt, you find the answer to ur life.
Tea round
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Tmr gonna treat colleagues round of breakfast tea. Lady luck smiled on me for angpow toto and my early ibet effort. I believe in sharing some "joy". I went temple to pray and make my contribution. Initially planned to go out alone meant to breathe some fresh air - but Pal asked me if I want to see god dotty. Seeing Shann made me happy and liven my mood. Kids are wonderful - thou troublesome at times. But the smile and stuff they do - really make one feel better when you are at the worst mood. I noticed some people throw looks at Shann - but I'm least bothered. She's adorable & smart. She will overcome anything in life. I hope I have the same strength too.
me
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Slept for 3 hrs - awoken by myself - wif puffy eyes, I'm having mixed feelin'. Why do I hv to make decisions in life? I dunno as I question myself all over again. Was it my choice to do so? The lost feeling had been lingering over me for some time now. I suddenly feel I've aged alot what with thinking so much about my life. Should I bury myself with all the troubles? I've heard many saying choose to be with the one that loves u more than u love. I've always preferred the other way around - to be the giver instead of the taker - no matter how much hard work to be put in and how miserable it can turn out to be. I pursued for the love of my life - deep down with no regrets, no grumbles - hoping one day we can grow our hair white together. But time is really cruel. I have to head somewhere in life. One day, my love told me I'm not the one. I'm at a loss for words - what can I do. I flipped thru memories - from Day 1 - and through the passing years. There were difficult times - I continued on to strive for the best. I put myself thru the distance test. I thought that wouldl be the best survival test of love. I returned home with my love still intact. But things somehow changed. My love made me grew independent w/o relying on him too much. So I learned to accept what came along. I felt this tinge of hurt when my love told me he needed to get a ring as a bday gift for a friend of his - she requested from him as a token of their friendship. It hit me hard - why the first ring he was ever going to get was not for me. The significance of a ring is sacred - I believe so. I went to get the gift instead to save him the trouble. He told me it was just a gift without feelings - one day, he will get one for me with his sincerity. I waited - it never happened.
James Blunt - You're Beautiful
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
It's FA-Day
Friday, February 10, 2006
Hong Bao toto tonight! $10million is up for grab!!!! I'm gonna win some tonight!
BB Chan is out!
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Juz got the news - arielmist had given birth to BB Chan! Whoopy!
New Colour
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
I wanted to put on new colour for my loft - so it's gonna be orange! Seems like it's supposed to be 2006 lucky colour for me...hmm..does tt means I will renamed my loft as or-leng-lex ? haa..nah..
MJ
Sunday, February 05, 2006
CNY is MJ and more MJ - it's the best rotting activity. Tis year nothing is new - same rotting activty - but abit worry tis year. Scared sekali arielmist going into labour!!! Hee...as usual, contribute to their milk fund. I broke my concentration@ one game as my mind wandered off after a short talkin'. And stupidly I threw my own tile that I can 'gong'!!! AHHHH.....no more talkin' on the table nxt time!!!!
Now I wondered...how many rotting activities can we continue on b4 little kit decided to pop out!!?
